More than a case of the Mondays.
I've tried to keep upbeat all morning. Lunch hit and everything went to pot. I'm not tired, but I have exactly zero energy. I used it all up this morning.
I'm sitting here, dying inside, debating on whether of not to ask for the afternoon off. I'm procrastinating, in hopes that I can make it to the end of the day. I've been quiet, not getting involved more than I have to, trying to conserve what little I had in the way of faked happiness and motivation.
I can't talk the way I need to for my job. I can't write the way I want to for my blog. I can't express myself well today.
Days like this are horrible. Too down to do literally anything. Can't even take a nap because I wouldn't be able to sleep.
So here I sit, praying I make it through the day, dreading the inevitable long afternoon. T-minus four hours and counting.
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